Is There?

This vacation's useless
These white pills aren't kind

I've given a lot of thought
on this 13 hour drive
I miss the grinded concrete
where we sat past 8 or 9
And slowly finished laughing
In the glow of our headlights.

I've given a lot of thought
to the nights we used to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast

I faintly remember breathing
on your bedroom floor
Where I laid and told you,
but you swear you loved me more

Do you care if I
don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight
or will you think of me
Will I shake this off
pretend its all okay
That there someone out there
who feels just like me
There is

Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I've given a lot of thought
of how to write you back this fall
With every single letter
in every single word
There will be a hidden message
about a boy that loves a girl

Do you care if I
Don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight
Or will you think of me
Will I shake this off
Pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there
Who feels just like me
There is

Do you care if I
Don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight
Or will you think of me?
Will I shake this off?
Pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there
Who feels just like me

Do you care if I
Don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight
Or will you think of me
Will I shake this off
Pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there
Who feels just like me
There is

Hearts Burst Into Fire

You know what? Looking at that "Why I Shouldn't Have A Girlfriend" nonsense, I not only just lied to everyone who read it but I guess I'm cheating myself as well.
So here I am presenting a more truthful side of me on "My Ideal Girlfriend". Enjoy~
=)

Physique
Hair
Long or short, it doesn't really matter with an exception of hairstyles so short to the point that you can't tell whether it's a HE or SHE.
Eyes
Wuuu. I love ladies with sparkly eyes and/or seductive eyes. Rawrrr~
Body
Doesn't really need to be THAT curvy and/or busty, though it's a plus. I mean I'm not looking for a Barbie-look-a-like you know.
Height
Slightly but not too much shorter than me even when on high heels. Don't you think we'd look more like siblings if she were taller than me or equally as tall as me? Ugh.
So yeah, overall I prefer pretty girls, not hot girls. I did just say I'm not looking for a Barbie-look-a-like.
It'd also be a plus if she looks like Hayley Williams!
=D

Personality
Open mindedness
Always has been on the top of the list. Who knows how I'm gonna look like once I'm done with SPM?
A certain sense of personal space
I like having my own "me-time" as I sometimes prefer doing things alone and I'm sure I'm not alone when it comes to this. After all, as the saying goes, absence makes the heart grow fonder.
Decency
I wouldn't wanna be mistaken for hooking up with a hooker. Or worse, a "LALA". Oh, the shame.
Confidence
In my opinion, girls should know where they stand and how to stand up for their own good. Girl Power right?
It'd also be awesome if I could find such a girl with at least some common interests in our choice of music.
Maybe an occasional gamer as well. Heh.

Well, I guess that's about it. I shall continue on my quest for the perfect-girl-which-probably-doesn't-exist. Wish me luck.

And what's with this sudden craving for beer? Ohhh dear~

Current mood: I feels heavy, =/
Currently listening to: Fortress - Protest The Hero

RAWWWRR!

WARNING: This is a heavy metal video.

Music: Bleed - Meshuggah