Acrid Placidity

Reality shatters;
Skinned to the very bone,
the flesh feasted by self,
and stripped bare of soul.
A dance with the shadows of nothing, the last dance with death.
A duel to death with life.

Experiencing the unexisting,
stare into the abyss of organic dreams.
In it, the eyes of insanity.
Sentenced to it for eternity; a second of structured chaos.
Fall into the clarity of undoing; warped by taunting whispers of the soul.
Identity erased.

Creatures from the dark crawl unleashed,
grimacing at the prospect of it's creator.
The creator, the monster within.
Merges into one in the the state of zen; lust, gluttony, greed, sloth, wrath, envy, pride.
In embracing minds, in grins of excitement.
The bastard of mutinous spawn bleeds flourishment.

Dwelling in the sea of raw emotions;
The dead of memories incarnated.
Reality shattered.

Hope Leaves

Twisted these holidays has been.
It has been one real blessing that my exams were set before the school holidays this time. Yet somehow crazy as it seems, there's this certain yearning for more challenges. I remember the very night before my Moral exams where I crammed 12 of those good-for-nothing nilai-s into my head and on the break of very day of my Literature exam was the only 30 minutes of 2009 where I sat down and tried memorizing a poem with like around 50 - 60 words.

And you wanna know what these two subjects have in common?
A single damn mistake and it's game over!

But oddly enough, everything stayed in.
It was as if it had always been there waiting for a little reminding. And the feeling of being able to just recite them as I go.
It was beyond euphoric, beyond words, beyond anything.

Sadly enough, where there are ups, there are bound to be downs in life.
As you know, last minute studying never bears much fruit and thus, I shall not elaborate any further in my examinations.
:)

Well, the holidays which have just passed left me with a lot of things to think about. Thanks to the fact my computer was down for a whole damn week. And once again, I'm faced with the fact that I have no idea of what I wanna do in the coming future.

Unfortunately I'm running out of the inspiration that made me start this post. So I'll probably continue on some other time if I ever get that certain inspiration again.
Hopefully.

Current mood: Meh...
Currently listening to: Dead Memories - Slipknot

Black Label

No need for introductions, I've read about people like YOU on the backs of toilet doors.

SO FUCK YOU.
So get lost.

So get out of my face.
So get out of my life.