From Yesterday

It's been hardly a week and i'm back here.
I think i'm getting"infected" by certain people already.
:)

Oh well~
Anyways, i'm suddenly interested in long distance cycling. I guess the idea of finally doing something on my own really got me 'cause as you see, i'm not much of an independent person and i usually just go with the flow or shut up and do nothing, so yeah. Besides, maybe going from point A to point B and vice versa this way would be a new, if not refreshing, experience. Though this plan MAY look promising but then again, i'm bound to be restricted from it for the following reasons...

• I don't think i have the guts to back my interest.
• I don't think my parents would even think of approving.
• My "bicycle" looks like it'll fall apart the moment i get on it.
• I'm kinda' stupid when it comes to directions as i don't know how to read a map nor use a compass.
• I don't think i'll actually go far. The most might be Green Lane only 'cause i haven't really been around Penang much.

And even if all of those obstacles were removed, i'll probably be sitting for my SPM already.
:(


Current mood: Adventurous!
Currently listening to: Lost In The Sound Of Separation - Underoath

Autonomy Lost

Routine.

Everyday it's from point A to point B through the same way. School, tuitions, church and so on. Like a bull getting pulled around by the nose ring in circles everyday, it gets lethargic and really depressing. It even almost makes life look like a lie.
It's just as they say, an idle mind is the devil's workshop.

I really need to get away somewhere.

Dead End

I'm here basically 'cause i'm bored.
So yeah, the end.

Drive

If seeing you everyday is a dream,
please don't wake me up.
Even if your heart already belongs to someone else.

Because in the end,
it's you and only you that matters.