Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Casting Such A Thin Shadow

I'm worried 'bout my future.
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Not exactly about my exams. Well, maybe a little actually but not exactly it.
I'm more or less worried about what I'm gonna do after school and after collecting my death warrant, my SPM results slip that is.
You know, I actually didn't really bother thinking about what I wanna do. Just go with flow or any spontaneous ideas.
That is until my dad offered me his job.

I could just quit school now and start earning some money.
Quite some money to be frank.
According to him if I were to accept his offer, I'd be able to make at least RM10000 a month as long as I do the work diligently.
What's more is that I even set what time my working hours begin and end. Imagine that, I could even work less hours than an office worker but yet earn more and yet get to keep a hobby! Probably even hobbies! Any hobby!
Not to be boasting or anything but my dad is known as one of Toyota's best salesman and has practically a legion of loyal customers.
So I'd inherit all that it I just accept his offer.

Preposterous but true!
It's like an offer of being controlled with freedom!
I'd have to be crazy/delirious/foolish/absurd/out-of-my-mind/hallucinating/nuts/mad to even think of turning it down!

But is it what I really want?
I've been through a lot of consideration on the offer but somehow or another, I only end up turning it down.
I mean business isn't really my cup of tea.
Wait. Scratch that.
Business isn't my cup of tea at all.

I still don't know what I want to do in the near future. College perhaps?
Even if I do make it to college, what am I gonna do?
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